Now I see you're just somebody who wastes all my time

This is probably going to be a short, vague, strange post.

There is so much running through my head right now I don't even know where to begin. I dropped some of my stuff off at school today (one of my roommates moved in early) and senior year starts a week from today and to make matters worse my thoughts have basically been devoured by things and people I wish I didn't care about.

Ya know what, I've written two different full posts and deleted them both. I have no idea what I want to talk about and I have no idea what the fuck is going through my head. I'm lost, confused, disappointed, and maybe a little bit sad. The strange thing is that I can't really figure out if I'm sad or not. I mean I feel kind of happy most of the time, I smile, I laugh, I don't fake it I'm genuinely amused so whatever it is I'm feeling I don't fucking know.

All I do know is that I'm going to deal with it by listening to some In The Heights, Ingrid Michaelson, Backstreet Boys, and various other musicians until I get out of my house and leave behind all the aggravation and confusion that comes with it.

Peace.

Sorry about the scattered thoughts, I just needed to write something.